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Wednesday, 31 March 2010
A white lie?No way,it's the truth.I think.
I AM SO CONFUSED,SOMEBODY HELP ME.I LIKE HIM,I DON'T LIKE HIM.
O; I am so confused I don't know what to feel,something is telling me that I like him.But my mind says it's impossible because our relationship isn't that.I promised I would be "crushless" this whole year,oh man.I need somebody's advice.Should I hold on to that feeling?Maybe not...Okay I better decide here and now.Okay,I better cast you out of my mind.Yeah,being friends is so much better because there wouldn't be that obvious awkwardness between us(: yeah,I've decided and I must stick to it. Oh yeahhh,today in class we changed our seating arrangement because teacher was so pissed at the class being so distracted :I I wanted to change my seat but it doesn't go the same way for the other people in my class.Now I am not seated beside chatterboxes,yay!!Now Ryan lim sits between charchar and yy,he's going to annoy them a lot.In math class,I sit next to him and he draws on my arms and papers..how artistic right..Haha,yeah now he's going to annoy someone else yay!!!! I FRIGGIN HATE PEOPLE WHO PEEP ONTO OTHER PEOPLE'S SCREEN WHEN THEY WANT TO KNOW WHAT OTHERS ARE DOING.IT'S BLOODY IRRITATING,ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S SOMETHING PRIVATE.Screw all you bastards>;(
Say a little prayer;*
Heyahh,I am following christie and charlene to church on saturday((:
I hope it isn't awkward because I don't know anyone there:O Sometimes in our lives we all have pain We all have sorrow But if we are wise We know that there's always tomorrow Lean on me, when you're not strongAnd I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long Til I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on Please swallow your pride If I have things you need to borrow For no one can fill those of your needs That you don't let show Lean on me, when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long 'Til I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on If there is a load you have to bear That you can't carry I'm right up the road I'll share your load If you just call me So just call on me brother, when you need a hand We all need somebody to lean on I just might have a problem that you'd understand We all need somebody to lean on Lean on me when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long Till I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on Lean on me...
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
How do I get you alone??
Oh man...so tired. Tomorrow I have to go to rainbow centre and see my baby farid;))
He's so cute!!I love him,he's so lovely and innocent.<3 I can’t fight this feeling anymore. I can’t fight this feeling any longer and yet I’m still afraid to let it flow. What started out as friendship has grown stronger? I only wish I had the strength to let it show. And even as I wander, I ‘m keeping you in sight. You’re the candle in the window on a cold dark winter’s night. And I’m getting closer than I even thought I might. And I can’t fight this feeling anymore. I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for. It’s time to bring this ship into the shore, and throw away the ores, baby I can’t fight this feeling anymore. My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you. I’ve been running round in circles in my mind. And it always seems that I’ve fallen in love with you girl. Cause you take me to the places that alone I’d never find. And even as I wander, I ‘m keeping you in sight. You’re the candle in the window on a cold dark winter’s night. And I’m getting closer than I even thought I might. And I can’t fight this feeling anymore. I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for. It’s time to bring this ship into the shore, and throw away the ores forever. Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore, even if I‘d have to crawl upon the floor, come crashing through your door. Baby I can’t fight this feeling anymore. Ohhhhh~ This is how I'm feeling right now,I think this song best describes it:/Today I had math supplementary,I got 1/8 for my formative assessment on logs!!And after going through the questions,it seems so frikkin' easy)); Christopher,if you're out there reading this(: I hope you gain confidence and good luck on your long jump:D Regine: Hopefully,you make the choice best for you,don't get hurt!!If he hurts you,I will wring his neck and cut his throat!:)) Lia:I have no idea how he knows about the list,i didn't tell him.I find it awkward even talking to him on msn!!Whoever who's leaking the list better step forward,lying is so plastic!!>:(( Love you,XY your favourite algebra girl;*
Sunday, 28 March 2010
FLY BIRDIE FLY;))
I'm dancing with myself and loving it because I can imagine whoever I am with whoever I want it to be<3
Mah daddy,mah mummy,mah loving brothers or maybe it's just that guy next door ;* So let's get another drink 'cause it'll give me time to think.. There's nothing to lose,nothing I will give,just dancing across the room listening to your heartbeat with mine.My laced dress sweeping the dust away.Feet hopping over yours,hair painting invisible strokes in the air writing beautiful words and magical quotes<3
You've got me and my loving self!
Yay,got over it(:
I really hope promiscuous people rot and die!Because it is so URKSOME to see a person like so many others at one time,it is gross and should not be happening. This is refering to you,you bloody asshole>:(We talked about this just yesterday and you like someone else already??Seriously,you're a liar,cheat,flirt and a piece of shit.Bloody hell,why did I like you!!? Yay,I love venting out my anger,so relieving(: Thanks for putting up with it dearies readers(: <3
Not gonna stop;*
Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world
Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit He took the midnight train goin' anywhere A singer in a smoky room The smell of wine and cheap perfume For a smile they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on Their shadows searching in the nights Streetlights, people, living just to find emotion Hiding, somewhere in the nights Working hard to get my fill, Everybody wants a thrill Payin' anything to roll the dice Just one more time Some will win, some will lose Some are born to sing the blues Oh, the movie never ends It goes on and on and on and on Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard Their shadows searching in the night Streetlights, people, living just to find emotion Hiding, somewhere in the nights Don't stop Don't stop believin' Hold on... Streetlight, people Don't stop! Don't stop believin' Hold on to that feelin' Streetlight, people
screwed up mouse:/
Heyahh my lovely readers!!
I am currently in my godbrother's house:>But the mouse is screwed)): so I have to keep clicking tab...which is really tiring!!My finger is going to cramp!!OMG,How To Train A Dragon is really awesome!!Especially the 3d<3,I really wanted to reach out for the ashes falling:P I wonder if I have any homework...OH SHIT,i just remembered that i have chinese f.a next week!!!STUDY STUDY.anyways,I so love making new friends(:especially friends whom I can relate to and can trust. Oh yeah,he still denies that he had 14 girls before me,pissed me off so i signed off and went to sleep.He is bloody lying to me even though we aren't together anymore!!! I am going to wash my hands off his stupid problems,I hope he rots and dies!!
Saturday, 27 March 2010
Need somebody to love
It's a thanks for all you loving awesome creatures out there
OMG,I love my songs!!~
Hehehe,you guys must love it too!!<3 Anyways,I just wanted to thank all my friends!! LIA,ZHIYI,CHARLENE,YINGYAN,JINGJIE,CHRISTOPHER,SUNPENG,BECKY,DENISE.H,SARAH,NG,ANDREW.T,and many others<3 I love all of you,thank you for being there for me~ ;*
GLEE;)
I watched GLEE~!!For the first time;*
It's so awesome,especially the singing.But I like the way they show the stereotypes in school and how music,the universal language brings people of different races together. I especially like the song Don't stop believing. Just a small town girl,living in a lonely world. She took the midnight train going anywhere. Just a city boy,born and raised in South Detroit. He took the midnight train going anywhere. <3 Anyways,eeeeeeeeh,I am so bored,I rushed my media ed review yesterday night and submitted it at midnight exactly,yay!! Oh yeahhhh,I went to Jingjie's house the other day with JY,and when we reached there it was around 4:45.JY had to leave at 5:30 so we just talked talked talked and then JY's boyfriend and his friend came and they went off.So I was at the playground with Jingjie,he is so funny!!He was climbing the spider web ropes and I tried to push him down,hehehe~Then I left and reached home at around...6:45.Yep,I did my media ed review on a short film called Place Des Fetes.It's a beautiful film,go watch it;))
Thursday, 25 March 2010
sweet diposition
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
I don't wanna miss a thing.
OMG,today was really a down day.
There was seeing him with her,and then Jaymie broke her phone!(poor Jaymie) and then becky's food colouring leaked,and she left her valuables in the hall!so we went back up:/ i hope jaymie's okay:( Haha,JH suddenly fb chatted me an hour ago.scared me cos he doesn't talk to me Oh wells,not going to think into so many things((: EEEEH,tomorrow is QUIETCLOUD's birthday:)))she MUST like her present or else I will haunt her:* I feel tired,and i still have math IDU to do,shitz.GTG,I will blog someday;)
Shoes?
Hi guys and girls:D
I am slacking away in media art class,and it's really boring.So I thought I would talk to you guys and girls. I was talking to my junior yesterday,they are really nice:))They tell me what happens with the guys juniors and everything.Haha,she got a theory:When he gets a new gf,he gets new shoes. hehehe,Oh well gtg now bye!!
Monday, 22 March 2010
Edit me or not:/
Saving it
CROP TOPS
POoey
I feel like I've start anew,even though I face the same love problems:/But everything else is good!~:D
Can someone help me on math idu?? And I have bio practical tomorrow!!D:I have to go study like crazy...going to watch lovely bones with Tania on friday!!:DGwendelyn said that it's damn nice,so i can't wait!!:)) Oh and today I was going to school and then my zipper got caught with my thread,really pissed me off,and i looked awkward when I was trying to pull it out :P I gotta go finish my homework!!See yah!
Sunday, 21 March 2010
Saturday, 20 March 2010
hiyah!*krash**boom*oops!
Hey peeps(:
I was just thinking what i didn't like and liked about my previous relationship:/ okay... I didn't like that he wasn't initiative. I didn't like his attitude. I didn't like how he is so flirtatious. I didn't like the fact I was older than him. I didn't like him not being able to leave some time to go out with me. I didn't like my besties saying that I only go for younger guys. I didn't like the juniors in my school always giving me weird looks. I liked that he is so sweet. I liked how he wants to carry my bag for me. I liked how he knows what I am thinking. I liked his brother,his brother was very nice. I liked his shoes,their really cool. I liked the way he looks when he sees a shoe he really wants. I liked the way he hugs me,it was warm and refreshing at the same time. Yeap,that's all of it(: I want to be able to look back at this and say "oh wow,this relationship was funny:D"
Loving you
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.yes,it was never meant to be: / We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to findPeople out there,go find your other heart;)
Love
If I had to choose between loving you and breathing,I would use my last breath to say I love you.
Learning teochew dialect;*
Hiyahhh!Ytd,my dad decided to let us learn his dialect;)and we were in the car,so we just practiced the numbers.hehe,we learned only up to 10 cos we kept getting it wrong... :P especially since i have braces on,i couldn't say 5 and 8 probably):because 5 and 8 are really weird nasal pronunciations.My brothers kept making funny faces on the way!so hilarious,knocked my socks off:>
I needa learn more,my mum says we sound like we're speaking in vietnamese:/ Ohh,i love aerosmith's I don't wanna miss a thing.It's so nice
Friday, 19 March 2010
I've been bitched about?
Heyahh my lovely readers(some of you anyways),
i have been informed that some little bored bird has been bitching about me,and it isn't anything good at all. Just to tell anyone of you who have been bitching about me to stop if it isn't anything worth it.Or else just tell me don't shy away because it really urks me when people aren't direct at anything they say.It's really hurtful and if you've been assuming i did something.well,i didn't do anything.And if i did,you could just tell me cos i'm always here.Also,it's really stupid to tell others about an incident because it's human's nature to exaggerate anything.If you want to know something,ask me or else see the incident for yourself,okay peeps(: Have fun everyone,cherish the holidays cos it's almost over!! Oh yeah,i gave denise hong her present already!!:DI hope she likes it(: Jingyun's birthday is coming up and Christie's birthday recently passed so i hope they both like their presents!!(:
Thursday, 18 March 2010
huge changes to make my life better
hey guys and girls,I have found out how my life can be better and I am going to change now:) I am going to stop multitasking and focus on one thing at one time. I am going to stop texting unless necessary. I am going to have a study group with Becky and the others. I am going to stop liking guys for this whole year,I would rather have more friends. I have decided to stop buying pens unecessarily,only two pens a month(: Also,only going to use the computer twice a day,one hour each time. Going to dedicate three to four hours of each of my day to studying. Oh yay,done(: Uhhh...I feel like I have no life,sheesh. Oh well,for the sake of a better life. Hey my friends out there,you must slap me if i don't do these things:D(not literally)
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
Slacking?o.o
Alice in wonderland is totally addictive,I have already watched it three times.
Is that obsession? I don't know.*grin* The songs are absolutely addictive too,I am in love with the songs:) Especially the songs,"Her name is Alice" by shinedown and "Alway running out of time" by motion city. Okay,back on earth now. I really think I should transfer into another art class,like 3.2 or 3.3.Because being in 3.1,it's like torture.Everyone in my class is gifted and a prodigy.I can't keep up with them or compare with them): Like Marcus Yang Mohan,the child prodigy,is hell awesome in every medium of art.My teachers see me differently next to Marcus.So my first term and I am lowest in my class for everything... Sigh,I wanna change class!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ugh. Oh well,I really hate how bad I am in art,wish me luck in the next term!:D Good luck to all of you guys out there too;) Keep it going and I love all of my wonderful friends
Tuesday, 16 March 2010
I love my friends:D:D:D
I love my darling friends:)
I wanna watch Dear John The Lovely Bones Shutter Island Anyone wanna watch with me???TEXT ME PLEASE:D I am dying of boredom here.
Sunday, 14 March 2010
Plop,plop,plop-friends are falling from the sky
I love making new friends:DBecause having a wider circle of friends whom you can trust is a good thing,right?
I made a new friend yesterday,I was talking to Regine(one of his friends) and she is super nice,to me I guess. She told me about how he hugs every girl which saddened me a little but it's okay.That's how he is and it won't change.But I will still love him like I always do. We have been friends again,but his indifferent attitude is still there,*cry* Oh well,I'll just be there for him without him knowing:) I bought presents for my new found group of friends!!!~ I bought a locket(denise),shawl(jingyun),bangle(kaixing),bracelet(for mayself;P). Yep,I hope they like it,spent a lot of time looking for stuff): Tomorrow I am going to be out the whole day...noooo~! I have IH outing,math consultation and english tuition..sigh so busy. I have to try and concentrate and put everything out of my mind so that I cannot dedicate my time to my studies.I haven't been doing very well lately...>:( and I am hell angry at myself,maybe I was too distracted by him that's why I strayed away.But you know,it's my own fault:( GTG,tmblr-ing time!!~:D:D:D:D http://www.lacedpath.tmblr.com/
Friday, 12 March 2010
An angel above you
I will watch over you,make sure you're not hurt.
I will peek in to see if you're crying. Give you a tissue and a shoulder to cry on when you're down Carry your troubles and burdens upon me. Look for the people who bullied you,and sound them out. Baby,I am your angel right infront of your eyes yet you don't see it
Wednesday, 10 March 2010
A new love for Lee Xin Yu
I've been hurt because of you
cried tears of a cold blue listened to metaphors that damaged my basilar membrane stayed up late nights until I went from normal to insane. Let you in so close that you replaced the lungs in my chest. Let you become so important that I'd never say no. That was then this is now... I forgive you for the secrets kept and the forgotten promises. When you forgot to call me back or remember our five month anniversary. When you called me "Ana" and said she was just a friend. I want now to be anew. A fresh start like a new lily blooming in the spring. A brand new car sitting in the drive way.The sound of an infants heartbeat. I want it all. Just for us, all I want is a new kind of love.
True friends in the midst of confusion
True friends are the ones who understand instantly when you're feeling down.
True friends are the ones who don't probe when you don't want to talk about it. They are the ones who let you cry it out because they know it makes you feel better in the end. They are the ones who make you feel belonged in your world of isolation. These are C,D,YY,R.G,R.L,R,JJ,JY,Chr,SP,F,KX,H,mummy,daddy,and my lovely brothers. I love all you guys out there. :D
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
Love Addict no more.
Hey guys!Oh and girls!:D
This is quoted by a song by V.V Brown called Shark In The Water: Jack be nimble,jack be quick, Please don't make too much of it. It ain't that serious,ohh ohhh ohhhh~ I love this song,it's so true about my feelings(: Nights my dear readers;D
Dreamy eyes
What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~ I'll never getting tired of looking at you, never... - brokenprincess I miss your touch, your every kiss You showed me that happiness, really does exist I miss your smile, your bubbly face But most of all, your sweet embrace You're more beautiful than any moon, or any star If you only knew, how special you are - Meeeee |